Richard, I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who would listen me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you would makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent talking with each other online or on the telephone, for those were really great times of my life.”